I’ve got run over by a scooter Sunday night and I seriously injured my knee. Doctor said most likly my ligaments are fine but I need an MRI to check if my menisci has been damaged or not. If not I should be over this in 3 weeks, if yes I might need a surgery and a recovery time of 2 months…I’m scared to death! The only idea of not being able to work out and pole dance for so long makes me wanna cry!

It’s like accepting to giving up a part of me, because that’s what it is for me, dancing is like my family and closiest friend, it’s where I hide myself after a long day, if I’m sad or if Im happy. It’s the only thing I share everything with. It’s hard to explain and might be impossible for other ppl to understand it if they are not dancers themselves.
I know it migth sound arrogant but it is the truth. Only those who share a deep passion for a sport and put that activity at the center of their lives can understand what I am talking about.
Whenever I go through hard times, I dance. There is where I find comfort and support. I have been dancing since I was 5 years old and I’ve always consider dancing the only stable things in my life, something NO ONE could have ever taken away from me. Even when I was going through painful separations and break ups I’ve always told myself ”you have got yourself Dani, and you can dance, that’s all you need to be happy”. Finding out that even that can be taken away from me is destabilizing.
I know I should be thankful for the way the accident went. It could have been much worse, I could have get worse injures or even die but for some reasons that does not make me feel much better…all I can think about now is BEING ABLE TO GET ON THAT POLE AND DANCE AGAIN!
All I need to hope for now is that the MRI won’t find anything wrong with my menisci and that all I need is some rest and care for a few weeks. Let’s keep our fingers crossed and hope for the best!
Love
-Dani@Pole